Sick for the first time in a looong time

As the title says Ahhh I am sick for the first time in a super uber duper luper long time!

Before that i enjoyed myself in penang. I ate, ate and ate andddd...Ate! Yummy i love penang food, lovely prawn mee, char kuey teow, pasembor, lok lok, bu bu cha cha, tao hui and so many more but most of all Penang white coffe, they taste just like starbucks but better according to me.

Right after i came back, the next day, I feel sick....dang. Just as i wanted to be back a the gym so badly due to the extra kilo's puted on, I was ready to pump iron again when I felt bad. I started to fall sick slowly, its was like a horror movie, first i felt weak, then dizzy, then came the fever, then came the flu, then the sorethroat but praise God it is before christmas. One thing i know for sure that it takes a SUPER BUG to make me sick, so people becareful when I'm sick cause the Super Bug jumps around, Why Super Bug, because i rarely get sick but seems like this week is the season of the bug cause people are falling ill. Hopefully i am not patient Zero =P

Please do check out the pics i put up on facebook and do check out a awesome video with it too.

This song is suitable for me now!

Lostprophets: Its not the end of the world now but I can see it from here

Woahohoh, Woahohoh, Woahohohoh
Woahohoh, Woahohoh, Woahohohoh


My soldiers march tonight
In the city of your dreams
It's beautiful on me, and tearing at your seams
Down on your knees, queuing this disease
I'll take it all, everything I see
Oh can't your hear, this symphony

Behind these walls, you watch them fall
As our union crumbles into hell
It's not the end of the world now baby, so common dry those tears
It's not the end of the world now darling, but I can see it from here

Oh baby dont cry tonight, because your tears they will bleed
Underneath this blood red moon, deafened by your screams
Watch what you say, I will betray
My promises, they will decay
I'll make amens, but not today

Behind these walls, youre watch them fall
As our union crumbles, into hell
It's not the end of the world now baby, so common dry those tears
It's not the end of the world now darling, but I can see it from here

It's not the end of the world now baby, so common dry those tears
It's not the end of the world now darling, but I can see it from
I can see it from here, I can see it from here

It's not the end of the world now baby, so common dry those tears
It's not the end of the world now darling, but I can see it from here
It's not the end of the world now baby, so sommon dry those tears
It's not the end of the world now darling, but I can see it from here

Woahohoh, Woahohoh, Woahohohoh
Woahohoh, Woahohoh, Woahohohoh

You win again

Yesterday and for the past week, something bumped me in the head, my mind started to think logically for the first time in a while, not using my heart but logical mind and thinking. I finally saw the truth and reality that nothing is happening between us, all the time, effort spend on trying to gain back your trust has been not successful, i finally realize that it was time to put up the white flight and give up....

It is time to let you go, time to put everything down, time to give up everything, time to stop trying but most of all its time to admit defeat and failure because now i have lost again...

Well here i am again, broken again, sad to know the truth that today as i let go of you and everything, its also the time i have realize i was playing a losing game. I have to take yet another blow of defeat and failure, another painful memory for me and my past.

Now i am left with one more scar on my heart, i am sorry for everything i've done to her, my only wish was a different answer and also that i did not make a move at all.

This is the song of my heart

Lyricz:
I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......

I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is......
I know you can show me......

I wanna know what love is....
I want you to show me....
And I wanna feel, I want to.... feel what love is....
And I know, I know you can show me....

show me

I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

Time for miracles Adam Lambert

Lyrics:
It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on LOVE
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on LOVE
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on LOVE
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on LOVE
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on LOVE
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on LOVE

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

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When I gaze upon eyes of love

In my darkest day and time,
Only to lay my eyes upon,
Something so beautiful yet fragile,
Something common yet hard to find,
Something that gives life yet takes it too,
Something that can break and mend a heart,
Words cannot describe finish what is know as LOVE;

On my hopeless time,
Only to set my heart upon,
Two beings coming as one heart,
Two beings beating,sharing,enjoying one beat of heart,
Two beings with a power strong enough to move mountains,
Two beings with a power that cannot separate them,
Two beings coming together as one,
Words cannot describe finish what is know as LOVE;

On my lonely moments,
Only to gaze upon,
The eyes of the bride and groom,
The eyes of lovers first,
The eyes of togetherness,
The eyes of passion,
The eyes of commitment,
The eyes of desire,
A stare which says a thousand words,
Words cannot describe finish what is know as LOVE;

In my darkest day and time,
Only to lay my eyes upon;
On my hopeless time,
Only to set my heart upon;
On my lonely moments,
Only to gaze upon;
A beauty that cannot be describe,
A power so strong it defines a persons life,
A drive that beats the heart beat,
A feeling that only lovers know;
LOVE.....

When i gaze upon eyes of love,
I can only hope I will met her someday,
I can only hope I am ready for her someday,
I can only hope I am good enough for her,
I can only hope she will be in my arms someday,
I can only hope to embrace her with all my heart someday,
I can only hope to give her my all someday,
I can only hope to see her beautiful self someday,
I can only hope to see her smile someday,
I can only hope to share my life with her someday,
I can only hope for my turn to be in LOVE;

Love,
Make your way to me,
Show me the way,
Lead me to the right one,
Make me a better man for her,
Make me a man that cherish,
Make me a man that is grateful,
Make me a man that understands,
Make me a man that is committed,
Make me a man that is passionate,
Make me a man that is sensitive,
Make me a man,
Ready to LOVE her all of my days.

ToKiO hOtEL aUtOmATic

Automatic
Automatic

You're automatic,
And your heart's like an engine
I die with every beat
You're automatic,
And your voice is electric
Why do I still believe?

It's automatic
Everywhere in your letter
A lie that makes me bleed
It's automatic
When you say things get better
But they never...

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

It's automatic,
Counting cars on a crossroad
They come and go like you
It's automatic,
Watching faces I don't know
Erase the face of you

It's automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic

Each step you make
Each breath you take
Your heart. Your soul.
Remote-controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me

(Love in you)
(Love in you)
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic
(There's no real)
Automatic
(Love in you)
Automatic
(Why do I)
Automatic
(Keep loving you?)
Automatic...